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WaD a *!@#$%^^&* DaY!!!!! aRgHh!!!!!

WaD a DaY!!! haiz.... ytd is the 22nd of July... i was anticipating for tat day to cum n ended up juz like the other time... we quarrelled AGAIN!!! dun understand y muz we quarrelled ytd out of all days of the month... but nevertheless... i enjoyed myself wif my D3@R though.... we went took a photo ytd... at the neoprints station thr.. the pretty prints at Bishan next to the cinema.... I like it alot coz it turned out to b nice... n is one of my precious collection memory of me n him... as D3@R used to seldom take photo de but now... we took alot of photos together...haha... so we went to starbucks to study today... after which we thought of going to the KODAK SHOP at compasspoint thr to laminate our photo prints n guess wad....?? thr was tis new comer whu helped us to laminate our photo.. she asked us to cum back 10min later... so we went back 10mins later happily.. waiting to collect for our photo... n aRgHH!!! she damaged it.... dunnoe hw she laminate it till it got stuck into the machine n all was crumpled.... i was so angry till i burst out crying!! luckily my D3@R was thr wif me.... he hugged me n tat makes  i feel better... D3@R muackx <x3 for u... haiz so angry so angry... till i wan to burn down the shop le!!!!!!! D3@R D3@R thanks for being thr for mi... i realli realli luv u alot alot......plz no matter was happen dun lost confidence in urself, mi and us..k?? nt will ever gonna separate us...... our feeling isnt fake....!!! cant we not quarrel anymore... i admit i m very sensitive, unreasonable, demanding... i cant explain all tat y m i behaving tis way.. but o ne thing tat is for sure is that i realli care n zai hu u alot alot..... D3@R D3@R ..........

= TaTz Is My BeLoVeD d@rLiNg!!! mUacKx LuV u L@oGoNg!!

= OuR LuV wILL rEm@iN sTrOnG.....

fRm ThE bOtToM oF mY hEaRt

tOdAy Is 22th oF mAy 2005... Is ThE 3rd MoNtH aNnIvErSaRy WiF mY d3@R bUt Den HoR hE wAsN't WiF mE cOz He WeNt OuT wIf HiS "bRo". I DiDn'T sAiD tAt He ShOuLd NoT b OuT wIf ThEm NeItHeR dId I nOt aLLoW hIm To Go OuT wIf ThEm... I nOt TaT uNrEaSoNabLe As WeLL... tRuE eNoUgH I wEnT oUt To StUdY wIf MeL(mY PoLy ClAsSmAtE) InStEaD oF aCcOmPaNy HiM, bUt StUdY cUm FiRsT iSn'T iT sO? I m SaD... jUz WaN hIm To B oN fOnE wIf mE... iZzIt ToO mUcH tO aSk fOr? EvEn ThOuGh He WeNt OuT wIf FrIenDz Or "bRo" CaNt He SmS mE oR sUmThInG? WhEnEvEr Me Is BuSy Or WhEn I m OuT wIf FriEnDz Or WhEn I m In ScH DuRiNg mY bReAk TiMe I oSo WiLL gIvE hIm A cALL Or A SmS... No MaTtEr Hw BuSy I m Or ReGaRdLeSs WaD I m DoInG... y CaNt He DrOp mE a SmS? iZzIt ToO mUcH tO aSk FoR? oR m I bEinG tOo OvEr DeMaNdInG? I rEaLLi LuV hIm aLoT.. I DuN wAnNa LoSe hIM.. cAnT aFFoRd To As WeLL... BuT y? WhEnEvEr hE iS oUt WiF hIs FrIeNdz He NeVeR sMs Me? m I bEinG fOrGoTtEn? NeVeRtHeLeSs He DoEs SaCrIfIcE tImE wIf FrIenDs By GoInG hM eArLy JuZ tO CaL n ChAt WiF mE oR bY mInImIsInG hIs tEa Or CoFfEe SeSsIoN wIf HiS fRiEnDs... BuT dUn He ReMeMbErEd oR aWaRe ThE dAtE tOdAy? So WaD iF I m AnGrY oR sAd? Hw I sUpPoSe tO TeLL HiM.. DuN wAnNa HiM tO ThInK tAt I m UnReAsOnAbLe, PeTtY, oVeR dEmAnDiNg Or CoNtRoLLiNg HiM.... d3@R d3@R u R iMpOrTaNt To Me... I cAn FeEL uR LuV tOwArDs Me aS wELL bUt I dUn WaNnA cOnTrOL u Or WaD bUt JuZ wAn U tO aCcOmPaNy Me... I nEeD u.. WhR r U? iS iT tOo MuCh tO aSk FoR? y MuZ I sHaRe mY hUbBy WiF eLsEoNe? CaN I b A sELfIsH oNe N cHoSe NoT tO? wAnNa AsK u NoT tO gO bUt ScArE u UnHaPpY tHinK mE wAn tO cOnTrOL u N cAuSeD mIsUnDeRsTaNdInG... jUz DuNnOe Hw To TeLL u.... d3@R d3@R nO mAtTeR wAd I LuV u LoTs...